Sad, angry, joyous, disappointed....
I finally found the web presence of my best friend from high school. Work carried him out to Nebraska and we sort of lost touch. I tried to maintain, but never got an answer back. I also found out that he went and got married. When that happened (as I knew it would) I wanted to be there almost as much as I want to stand in front of the Throne on the day of my judgement. Now I won't get that.