Call it a fight or a race or whatever you want but I'm done with it all for now. No more Church, no more Bible, no more prayer, not until I get some things sorted out in my head. Maybe not even then.
I'm tired of believing without evidence.
I'm tired of being thought of as a sinner who needs grace.
I'm tired of praying to thin air.
I'm tired of feeling like someone getting scraps from a feast.
I'm just plain tired.